Days passed and my 2 reports are (still) not going anywhere. The wish of not stressing myself out of doing these tasks has came to mock me back right to the face. Lame excuses - like 'need the moods'and stuffs will later suffocate me, I know, and there's no one else to help me beside myself. Worst still, I haven't got the title for my 2nd report!
I have been having sad dreams for quite sometimes now, of my best friends-hating me -- and each time has caused me a severe heart-wreck. I certainly don't need that right now. God knows, I have been drowned to the bottom lately, and with these sad-surreal dreams keep coming and haunting me every night, they will keep me in pain for like a year. I miss my friends : (
Urghhhhh..! Every single thing that cross my mind now -- will end me up with stress. I feel like screaming.
I am a complete wreck...*frown* : (
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