Stuck On You

Stuck on you
I've got this feeling down
Deep in my soul
That I just can't lose
Guess, I'm on my way
 

Needed a friend
And the way I feel now I guess
I'll be with you till the end
Guess I'm on my way
Mighty glad you stayed

I'm stuck on you
Been a fool too long I guess
It's time for me to come on home
Guess I'm on my way
 

So hard to see
That a woman like you could wait
Around for a man like me
Guess I'm on my way
Mighty glad you stayed
 

Oh, I'm leaving on that midnight train
And I know just where I'm going
I've packed up my troubles
And I've thrown them all away
Because this time little darlin'
I'm coming home to stay

~ Lionel Ritchie ~

xx  DreamSnugger  xx

I Dream of Nasik Lemak

Weird dream I had last night. Me and another friend, (but I don't remember who) were some kind of 'kidnapped' - like cats - in a box - and brought us to a small community centre. The place was crowded with people, and we were warmly welcomed in the 'new neighbourhood'. Funny, coz they even brought us nasik lemak and stuff, like they knew we wouldn't have any food for the rest of the time.

But then, some medical staff came - and tried to make us stay in the place, or perhaps çlinic' and we were confused of how hard they were trying to make us (or I better say - to prove us) insane. And then, (this was the best part) - I was rescued by some  special agents and we went through some drama in order to get us out. That involved fighting the whole neighbourhood, crawling under fire and weapon attacks. We survived the battle, but the clinic went on doing the research stuff and started to clone people. I even saw ém killing the clones they created. 

Okey. What was the TV program I was watching last night ni..?? Let me see.. Rasanya tengok iTV Idiot Awards semalam. Nape kluar mimpi cerita perang2 nih? but..nasik lemaks..?? That was the best part!

Back to work, Intan. Main jer..

xx  DreamSnugger  xx

Chasing the sun

The last time I was kept away from the sun - is like 4 years ago when I was hospitalized for about a month. But, today, seeing and feeling the beams from the sun, excites every nerves I have, and I never knew how much I've been missing it. Now I know that - when people say 'do cherish every single thing you have in life before they're gone' does really mean something. It does feel so good - after about a month looking at the pale and gloomy sky, I stand still by my window just to enjoy the sunshines. No more foggy morning, all I can see is the wonderful view of Bath city so vividly from here. Stupid, I know. And I know I will be missing this cold weather next year - back home when there's only sun that's available. But, you see, when there's sun, there'll be a cendol stall right under it, and maybe some lepat pisang..or ais kacang with ice cream..*drooling* Okey. There it goes-food halucinations. I better stop -- before I see some ikan bakar falling from the sky.

xx  DreamSnugger  xx

Drowned

Days passed and my 2 reports are (still) not going anywhere. The wish of not stressing myself out of doing these tasks has came to mock me back right to the face. Lame excuses - like 'need the moods'and stuffs will later suffocate me, I know, and there's no one else to help me beside myself. Worst still, I haven't got the title for my 2nd report!

I have been having sad dreams for quite sometimes now,  of my best friends-hating me -- and each time has caused me a severe heart-wreck. I certainly don't need that right now. God knows, I have been drowned to the bottom lately, and with these sad-surreal dreams keep coming and haunting me every night, they will keep me in pain for like a year. I miss my friends : (

Urghhhhh..! Every single thing that cross my mind now -- will end me up with  stress. I feel like screaming.

I am a complete wreck...*frown* : (

xx  DreamSnugger  xx

Holding back the years

 

Simply Red ~5th January 2011

Holding back the years
Thinking of the fear I've had so long
When somebody hears
Listen to the fear that's gone
Strangled by the wishes of pater
Hoping for the arms of mater
Get to me the sooner or later

Holding back the years
Chance for me to escape from all I've known
Holding back the tears
Cause nothing here has grown
I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all those years
And nothing had the chance to be good
Nothing ever could yeah

I'll keep holding on
So tight

Well I've wasted all my tears
Wasted all of those years
And nothing had the chance to be good
Cause nothing ever could

I'll keep holding on
Holding, holding, holding

That's all I have today
It's all I have to say

xx  DreamSnugger  xx

Life Goes On..

It’s been 5 days now of 2011. Resolutions? Hell NO. So much of resolutions here and there; but none’s coming out from this brain of mine. There are more important matters lining up in my life now – that’s in dire need of solution, but I don’t have any damn ideas!

I have another 20++ days to complete 2 essays, the car’s road tax needs renewal and there’s a siren wailing from inside my bank account. Until my next allowance, we shall live with our existing food-stocks. Hah. Good thing that I’m not a good cook – and, there’s a substantial amount of food we can save out of being lazy, you know.

And as for now, living abroad has been a broken fairy tales. I, somehow, deserve a huge blame – for not heeding advices – poured to me before coming here. Bath in particular, despite being a modest-size historic city, it shocks me (and chokes me) well with its extreme-high-cost-of-living. But, hell, the city is indeed worth a view.

Watched Simply Red – (the last one?) mini concert on the iTV just now. It was breathtaking! Another drift to the past – the songs reminded me of my good-school-days you know. I love the feelings. Why can’t we just let the time to stay still? Crazy I know. But I want it.

So..was it a good sign for my entire 2011?

xx  DreamSnugger  xx

2011 Fever!

I had quite an emotional New Year’s Eve back then. While waiting for the fireworks n stuff, (and failed to grab hubby’s attention); I resorted myself to a good reminiscence of my youth -- watching 2 great concerts on the TV; of Lionel Ritchie and Sir Cliff Richard. My favourite tunes came one after another. I was so into mood, spirited up, and sang along – in my whacky out-of-tune loud voice. I just didn’t care! I went to sleep – smiling alone. What a night! No, it was a FEVER! Ahahahah..

By the way, the fireworks display was grand and amazing! There were even some flying lanterns around the neighbourhood. Fancied ém - a lot.

Well, the next day wasn’t that ‘feverish’ I would say. Hoping to mark 1.1.11 a well-remembered family get-together in Cardiff, but it just went ‘OK’. Maybe I was (wayyy) too eager to make the trip worked, I put up the expectation so high, and ended up frustrated when they didn’t seem to appreciate it. I didn’t set the hope that much though, perhaps only some happy kisses and Í love you’s, but all I got was – a heartbreak. It hurt me – deep, but again, being me, I simply swallowed things within myself – hoping things will turn out OK again. What is wrong with me??

But, that will not stop me from another day-dream, kan? 

xx DreamSnugger xx